this week on the bachelorette

We all have our weaknesses, mine is reality television. In particular, the Bachelorette. I watched the last season of the Bachelor with Reid and we got sucked in. And so, when this Bachelorette turned out to be Deanna, who was rejected by the Bachelor--I had to watch.

Well, tonight she shocked me. She got rid of Jeremy Anderson, whom she had called perfect on many occasions. They've had a connection from the start, and I have to say I was disappointed that she would keep Jesse over Jeremy. I can't see her ending up with someone like Jesse, as I think most fans would agree. (Although I cannot predict whether she will pick Jason or Jesse).

Jeremy was kind, considerate, a gentleman, a leader, confident, compassionate, gentle, handsome, sweet, romantic, and serious about finding a life partner. He was ready to commit to someone, start a family, and take care of them forever.

While I am sad for Jeremy, I am happy he was on the show. I have to say that it made me happy to know that there are still good guys out there. Jeremy acted practically perfect on the show, and I like to think that gentlemen still exist outside the circle of my closest friends. I know so many people that are looking for love, commitment, a lifelong spouse--and it's reassuring to see someone that takes all of that seriously.

So, I just wanted to wish Jeremy, and so many others, the best of luck in finding a wonderful person who will love you always.

Here's hoping you find your way back into love.
Here's hoping you find happiness with someone like I've found with Reid.

This One's For You

I often tell people that I'm going to start a newspaper that only has good news. Stories of life saving, criminals caught, the lack of robberies, people seeking help rather than doing something harmful, old ladies being helped across the road. You know--that kind of thing. So, today I am going to give good news. Here it is: there are some wonderful people in this world and I know a few of them. So, this one's for you.

Reid, thank you for understanding me and letting me talk-a-mile-minute in a circle, crying, laughing, and throwing a fit, all the while acting as if I am normal. Dad, thank you for always believing in me and pushing me to do my best, while somehow letting me know you would love me just the same even if I failed. Mom, thank you for loving me through everything, always listening, and knowing when and how to give me advice, and always making me feel comfortable in my own skin. Jonathan, thank you for looking out for me, teasing me, giving me attention, and always letting me know you care. Kelby, thank you for being the sister I never had, shopping with me, and being able to chat about anything and everything.

Billy and Sheryl, thank you for welcoming me into your family and letting me be your daughter. Dean and Teresa, thank you for the great talks, great food, and great friendship. Bethany, thank you for accepting me and making me feel like we'd known each other forever. Michelle, thank you for all the great girl nights and your regular company in an uncertain time.

Megan, thank you for listening, sharing, hugging, and being there no matter what. Steph, thank you for being my forever roomie, for not letting distance separate our hearts. Lori E, thank you for understanding things others cannot, and being open to discus anything. Ammon and Sara, thank you for fellowship, laughter, and great poker games. Josh and Krissy, thank you for helping Reid and I meet, and thank you for being here so long, its nice to have old friends. Kendra S, thank you for keeping in touch, reading this blog, and making me feel like I can achieve something.

Shelly, thank you for caring, giving of yourself, and being with me during this time. Kate S, thank you for nudging me to reach for my dreams, and for your empathy. Chard and Sarah, thank you for opening your house, arms, ears, and lives to us. Scott D, thank you for hanging out, helping to make here feel like home. Kristi, thank you for your words and strong foundation. Becky, thank you for being like a sister over here, when no family is near by. Kim, thank you for your kindness and hard work. Kristin, thank you for your openness and honesty. Lisa, thank you for sharing in life. Josh H, thank you for being a friend. Kate and Chris, thank you for giving so much of yourselves, and letting us be a small part of your lives.

There is much more I could say and many more I could mention, but this is just a blog. To all of you, thank you for being my friend.

The Rain Rain Rain Came Down Down Down

Well, we have been having thunderstorms. But the city looks so green. I mean, Providence always looks green--but today it seemed more vibrant, more intense.

I walk to work, since its only three blocks away. And today the weather was lovely: not too humid, not too warm, not too dark outside. So I decided to take little Maisie for a walk while we had the chance (rain clouds could be seen to the west). We were having a nice walk, she fell asleep, and I was enjoying the peaceful surroundings. Then CLAP. Thunder. So I started back for her house. I parked the stroller in the garage, picked up Maisie, and we got inside just before the sky broke open. Suddenly the Disney Chorus was singing in my head.

I really do love the rain.

Heat Wave

Well, it is another staggeringly hot day in the ocean state. Now, it does not make much sense to me that here, in Providence, where there is so often a heavy breeze coming in from the ocean, which will often make a nice day in the seventies feel cold, can now, that it is suddenly reaching up to 100 degrees, cease to blow a cool wind. Yes, that's right. It has now reached 100 degrees on two occasions, and it is only the beginning of June. I think if you stand in the shade too long you get burned. And the humidity is appalling. Every time I step outside I feel as if I've had a shower. My hair is in a constant state of frizz. No product can compete with this kind of water air. I believe I may possibly be breathing in water...I should test that theory out. Maybe the people in Rhode Island will be the breakthrough in mutating cells...

At least I am consoled by the fact that Reid and I did hold out for an apartment with air conditioning. I think this may have been the best decision we've ever made...well, at least in terms of my comfort. (After all, Reid is in CA with a beautiful day in the seventies.)

And yet, it is lovely outside. The sunshine is encouraging and while it's so hot you don't want to leave your house, it does mean you get more accomplished inside.

I really shouldn't be surprised by the strange weather. I always believed Idaho's weather was unpredictable, but RI tops it by a mile (which is surprising seeing as it's at water level) (ha, ha). The weather changes constantly, and in every form. Did you know that the sky can mist? Yes, that's right--mist. Sometimes here it won't be raining or drizzling, or spitting, there will just be droplets of water in the air. It's not the same as humidity either, it just mists.

Okay, back to my first topic--it's hot in Providence, and the summer has only begun. I say let's throw a party and all sing to Heat Wave, while we bbq and go to the beach. Who's in?

my prognosis

Think. Ponder. Consider. Weigh. Reason. Conceptualize. Reckon. Contemplate. Meditate. Ruminate. Recall. Perceive. Speculate. Reflect. Brood. Figure. Estimate. Formulate. Imagine. Evaluate. Mull over. Presume. Surmise. Entertain. Muse. Turn over. Study. Analyze. Dissect. Calculate. Brainstorm. Chew.

Reality confronts expectation. What will the outcome be?

Answer yet to come...

Review. Deliberate. Deduce. Decide. Realize.

and the days go by...

My parents were here visiting for a few days. We had a wonderful time! We played miniature golf, went to Ikea, spent a day in Boston, played games, talked a lot, ate good food, went to the zoo, walked in the beautiful parks, strolled the riverwalk, and celebrated father's day early. It was so fantastic to get to spend time with them and talk in person. I miss them already, but am happy to know I'll see them again soon. It was also nice that they were able to spend time with Reid before he left.

Reid is now down in California at Pixar for the summer. He has his own blog where you can learn what he's up to. But as for me, I miss him already. However, I am doing my best to stay busy--which isn't busy with all of the things I have to do.

Which reminds me that I should get back to my long list.